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Expect nothing of me...

Journal Entry: Sat May 10, 2008, 10:37 AM




As I expect nothing of you.



Who are you, stranger, looking at me as if you knew me from somewhere? I have seen your world...I have walked through it...I have cried, I have laughed, I've been silent, I've been screaming...It was then that I saw that I was alone...The images of them kept spinning around me, and I was surprised to notice they did nothing out of their habit. No matter what I did. They stayed the same. Time was meaningless to them, movement was meaningless as well. And I fled...I retired in a dusty old corner, seeking solace in my dreams, fleeting glimpses of the past, of a future that I longed for. How I wished for one to share my thoughts with...but they were deaf and blind...their hearts had stopped warming their blood, and they felt nothing.

Who are you child, looking at me as if I had something new to tell you...You have seen it too, I know it from the look in your eyes. Weary, tired, fading. Yes, it's hope that has kept you and me alive for all these years. I tried, you know?...I tried soothing the fires in my soul, so that I could go unnoticed among them...I tried reducing my desires to theirs...I tried wanting what they wanted. But it's never enough for me! I don't know whether you understand me...Maybe you do...Again, hope blossoms within me. I've learned that this little thing, hope, dies very hard. No pain is great enough to bring it down, no disappointment...it was meant to be a fuel for us, but we turned it into our inferno.

Who are you my friend, looking at me as if we had anything to share? I welcome your presence, I think I enjoy it...It feels good to have someone who will listen. I gave up everything, you know? Like you did when you ran away. I know you ran away, that chain around your neck is torn...how much did you have to struggle to break it? I know, I can't understand either...why they try to chain that which is meant to be free...What do they know of life...of the soul...come to think of it...what do you know? You are just a dog in the street...













We carry our sorrow amongst the living. We are the wrathful, the lustful. We are the forsaken, the chosen ones. We are the fearful, we are the watchers. Observers of your frailty. We are the fleeting shadow in the corner of the unwary eye, we are the silent.

We carry a burden so pleasureful. We take comfort in the knowing of our path. We are the immortal, alas we pay for this with frequent deaths and rebirths. And every time we die, we forget you.

We are the kind, we are the merciful. We repay you with smiles in exchange for solitude.

We are the fearful...

Clubs, Stamps





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  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Tosca Fantasy
  • Reading: driver's legislation
  • Watching: K.I.T.T. (old series, all over again...)
  • Playing: NFS Carbon/ Diablo 2, whichever comes first
  • Eating: food is evil
  • Drinking: coke daily

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: Bucharest, Romania
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: S
  • Interests: magic, knowledge, books, stories, soul evolution, fire, nature, dragons, other worlds, schizophrenia
  • Favourite movie: Neverending Story, V for Vendetta, Gone in 60 Seconds, LOTR, Eragon
  • Favourite band or musician: Angizia, The Cruxshadows, Ataraxia, Dead can Dance, Godsmack, In Flames, Rammstein, Disturbed
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, japanese music, spiritual music, tribal music, dark ambiental, irish scottish and celtic music
  • Favourite artist: Despairialindrid (of Ashtorath and Gloomscry)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dostoievski, Gogol, Tolstoi, Maupassant, Balzac, Zola, Grimm Brothers
  • Favourite photographer: degnartse
  • Operating System: Win Xp Professional
  • MP3 player of choice: Sony Ericsson k 800i ^_^
  • Shell of choice: silly Sally sells sappy silver sea shells in Seattle oO
  • Wallpaper of choice: dragons, unicorns, maps from The Elder Scrolls...
  • Skin of choice: silky white skin...his skin ^_^
  • Favourite game: The Elder Scrolls, DotA
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Courage the Cowardly Dog
  • Personal Quote: "See if I care" ; "I fixed it!!" ; "Cooperate God damn it!"
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, keyboard, Canon EOS 350D (Hans), Sony Ericsson k800i (Edgar)

Devious Comments

*WildRainOfIceAndFire:iconWildRainOfIceAndFire: 6 hours 38 minutes ago
mi-ai trimis note? i haz no note... :confused:

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*TheEducatedFool:iconTheEducatedFool: 1 day 1 hour ago
bine te-am gasit din nou scumpa mea :* blande salutari. multumesc tare mult de fav, de comment, de apreciere :hug: means a lot to me
~Deghelie:iconDeghelie: 1 day 11 hours ago
sarumana pentru :+fav:

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~DinnerSpoiler:iconDinnerSpoiler: 3 days 23 hours ago
Good day! I'm sending you a tight :hug: for faving my [link] [link] [link]

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*drefeyja:icondrefeyja: 3 days 23 hours ago
:giggle: :smooch: you're sweet =p

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*AngstyWriters
*T-e-q-u-i-l-a:iconT-e-q-u-i-l-a: 4 days 17 hours ago
:( .. adica :)

mersi pt watch :hug:
*drefeyja:icondrefeyja: 4 days 21 hours ago
da, sorry :lol: e si pe dev :lol:

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*AngstyWriters
*T-e-q-u-i-l-a:iconT-e-q-u-i-l-a: 4 days 21 hours ago
asa o fata caut si eu, ai prieten? =P
*drefeyja:icondrefeyja: 4 days 23 hours ago
:blush: thanks :D :giggle: mai joc si warcraft3 si heroes si nfs si aoe si nwn si diablo si kotor si nush ca-s multe :lol:

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*AngstyWriters
*T-e-q-u-i-l-a:iconT-e-q-u-i-l-a: 5 days 16 hours ago
hmm.. fata.. DoTA .. o_O .. si mai e si frumoasa.. :wow: ... you go girl :chix0r:
~DinnerSpoiler:iconDinnerSpoiler: 6 days 18 hours ago
maaaaaai......te pupa mama pt favul de la [link]

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~LokiMuje:iconLokiMuje: May 4, 2008, 1:30:11 PM
Mersi pentru :+fav:!

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*Fallen-as-a-shadow:iconFallen-as-a-shadow: May 4, 2008, 1:31:21 AM
:thanks:

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~duez:iconduez: May 2, 2008, 5:42:35 AM
thanks for the fav
~lady-mon:iconlady-mon: May 1, 2008, 6:58:46 AM
:sun:

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~DinnerSpoiler:iconDinnerSpoiler: Apr 29, 2008, 1:34:03 PM
D:D :hug: pientruuuuuuuuuu favuuuu laaaaa [link]

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=cats-aint-waterproof:iconcats-aint-waterproof: Apr 29, 2008, 1:02:38 PM
Thank you very much for the :+fav: on Chefkoch and the :+devwatch:

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*sternchen-graphics:iconsternchen-graphics: Apr 29, 2008, 12:51:21 PM
Thank you very much for the :+fav: on Bleeding and the :+devwatch: - it's much appreciated :hug:

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=AndyMumford:iconAndyMumford: Apr 29, 2008, 7:22:16 AM
:wave:

Thanks so much for the support, I really appreciate it a lot :-)
~nekochan31:iconnekochan31: Apr 29, 2008, 1:39:23 AM
thank you ! :smooch: :hug:

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